Monday, October 15, 2012

Here I am



Here I am


Here I am
            Turn around
Here I am
            Take my hand
Don’t look down
            We can make it
Don’t you fear
            I am always here


The world so cold
            You are so alone
No one around
            No place to call home
The tears they fall more and more
            Where you go you never know
On and on the same old song
            Step by step you move along
One move here one move there
            Never seeing the greater plan
                        I bring peace
                                    I bring hope


With my knowledge and a gift from above
            You will be on a path worth more than that
So stand up tall
            Don’t look down
                        Child of God
                                    Just take my hand


‘Cause I am truth
            And I am love
                        And here I am
                                    With love I give you my hand
                                                Now here WE STAND!!!

Ginger Bread recipe

Ginger Bread Men
(This makes a lot 30-40 men)


2/3 cup Shortening
2 cups brown sugar
3 cups Molasses
1 1/3 cups cold water
12 cups flour
4 tsp. baking soda
2 tsp. Salt
2 tsp. Allspice
2 tsp. Ginger
2 tsp. Ground cloves
2 tsp. Cinnamon

Pre-heat oven to 350. Cream shortening and sugar then add in molasses and water. In a separate bowl mix all spices with baking soda and flour. Once well mixed slowly add into shorting mixture. Mix until it becomes dough. Set out wax paper flour it and your rolling pin. Set dough on wax paper and roll it out to desired thickness (most cookie cutters about a quarter of an inch). Remember to keep pin well floured. Using cookie cutter, cut out gingerbread men. Roll extra dough together into a ball and repeat the process of flattening and cutting the gingerbread men out. Then grease desired cookie sheet and place men on them bake at 350 for 10-15 minutes (depending on time you will let them sit before frosting them)

The sooner you are going to eat them the less time you bake them.

My family used a popcorn tin and stacked the men 3 to a layer separating the layers by wax paper. We would bake them the day after thanksgiving and decorating the week prior to Christmas.

~If you don’t want ginger bread men roll into Tablespoon size balls then roll in sugar. Cook for 8 minutes on 350 degrees let cool and enjoy

This recipe has been passed down in my family for at least 4 generations and if you decorate the cookies it is a really fun and affordable gift to give out. We usually decorated them like elves and had two special ones Santa and Mrs. Clause that we gave out to a couple that was special to us that year. Fun family times

Macaroni and Cheese Casserole


Macaroni and Cheese Casserole

1 lb Macaroni noodles
1lb Grated Cheddar
Whole milk
Lawrys Seasoning Salt

Instructions:  Heat oven to 350 degrees.  Cook noodles regularly. When the noodles are done cooking. In a 13in by 9in do a thin layer of cooked noodles then layer some cheese over the top sprinkle Lawrys repeat until you use all the noodles and cheese. Pour milk over the top so your just covering the noodles bake for about 40 minutes or until cheese is done on top.   This is a simple and delicious dish that is a staple at my house.

The Battle



The Battle


Here I stand waiting, hope and dream!
Here I am!
What’s to say?
Wondering if this will ever go away
Tears so big you can’t deny they break you up inside
The music plays a lost melody
So beautiful and dark
When do we find with hearts of ours
A piece and beauty unlike anything we’ve seen before

Melody
Cause the music plays
A haunting melody one long forgotten
Men hearts run cold
And women weep of dreamers lost and lovers gone
when memories fade and peace is not
We must carry on

She walks head strong
All alone
Hold the tears inside
The bluish tinge still visible
She won’t look back
No not again
Is this the end for me?


Cause the music plays
A haunting melody one long forgotten
Men hearts run cold
And women weep of dreamers lost and lovers gone
when memories fade and peace is not
We must carry on

A man walks
No jobs were found
How can he go back home?
No food or cash
His family waits
Does he give up this time?

Cause the music plays
A haunting melody one long forgotten
Men hearts run cold
And women weep of dreamers lost and lovers gone
When memories fade and peace is not!
We must carry on

What can we do?
When things go wrong!
How do we know,
When it’s the time do we give in to dreams lost or hold on tell bitter end??
Now don’t you weep
Be strong
Life goes on
The is battles fought and wars won against this thing called misery
Now I might fail and trip and fall
But I will wage this endless war
And if I fail before peace begins
I will not cry or hate you my friend
I will smile big and know
That I did all I could and this my friend is the battle won
So stand up tall with sword in hand and face the demons inside
‘Cause the only way to truly lose is not to fight for truth and light
So carry on
I’ll be right here to help you fight
Here I stand so take my hand
‘Cause here I am!!!!

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

How to make a breast feeding cover!!

The joys of motherhood come with a lot of new things one of them is breast feeding... I am one of those ladies that can not just breast feed with it all hanging out I was not taught that this was acceptable I was told to be discreet. Some women might be upset by me saying this but that's ok.. I mean I don't think it's the worst thing in the world to feed your kid anywhere they gots to eat but I personally feel more comfortable when I am covered up and when others are too.
        I always feel so sorry for those men I see who are looking everywhere but at the breast feeding mother. Some women will say "Grow up!!! My kid is eating" my response to that is... Its because they are grown up that they are feeling uncomfortable ; D!!!
        So you know why I needed a cover. I guess I am what some would call a prude and man am I okay with that : D  The reason I decided to make my own was 3 fold; First I am learning to sew and am looking for every opportunity to practice, second all the designs and textures I found were not me at all, and finally the prices on the okay ones were ridiculous I mean $50 and I have to pay shipping and handling??? I do not think so... So I have never made a pattern before and I have only used a few so those of you who are expert sowers and have issues with my pattern just ask and I will try to explain anything that may be confusing you see I don't ever use a pattern when I am making mine I just do it because I came up with it so I know how to do it.... I made this pattern so others can do it too.... and to that end I am not sure if there are any patterns out there using anything even remotely similar. So if so kool and I haven't seen them at all this is how I make mine. And believe me it took a lot of trial and error to come up with it. My first attempts weren't pretty but my more recent ones aren't bad. Just ask my cousin Melanie if she likes hers I think I did pretty good on them if I do say so myself.
      (OK quick side note I am not great at sewing and have only used a few patterns so if these instructions fail I am sorry just ask and I will try to elaborate)
           List of supplies (do I need to put sewing machine on this or is that obvious???)
   
                       35" of fabric that is 45" across(your choice I used a really cute monkey print from Joann's 100% Cotton)
                       Matching Thread and bobbin(I think there are different size thread I used basic average thread I think)
                  2- 1" D-Rings (the ones at Joann's had 4 to a pack so you can make 2 covers if you feel ambitious)
                 14" of bowing ( This was interesting to work with)
                 Sewing machine and stuff to cut and measure your fabric.

So we have our stuff first things first make sure you wash your fabric because it can shrink and that is not fun after you sow. We are going to cut a strips off you fabric 4 inches thick and then the width of the fabric. Then cut this piece into two pieces one 12 inches long and use the rest for the other one. 
 
 So I take the smaller piece and fold it in half short way with the pretty sides facing each other then iron a crease sew about 1/4" - 1/6" seam along the outer edge, then I turn it right side out (you will have to feed it through itself). Re-iron but this time move the seam so that it is in the middle when you iron and not on an edge. Then fold this piece in half long ways and iron on the fold, feed this strip through the D-rings  have them as close to the fold as possible and then sew into place you might not be able to get a close as you like this part was really hard for me I lifted the leg and placed it on top of one of the D-rings I am not sure if you should try this but it worked for me.
        
      I then took the longer strip and fold it in half short way with the pretty sides facing each other then iron a crease sew about 1/4" - 1/6" seam along the outer edge for about a third of the distance then I tapper the seam in and get it really skinny at the end. I trim off the extra fabric and then turn this right side out you will again have to fee it through its self. Iron this flat again this time make sure the seam you made is in the middle when you iron just like on the smaller one then sew a cute little boarder around the edges of this pice to keep it flat mine was about 1/8".
     Now put these pieces to the side. Have your main piece the one that will be about  45" by about 28" or 30" it doesn't need to be exact and if you need it bigger our smaller that is up to you this size was perfect for me as the fabric came about 45" across so I had a smooth straight sides : D. So you need to decide which way you want to be top you will want one of the longer side the 45" sides to be the top what I do is I put a safety pin to let myself know this is my top then I do the seam on the other three sides because those sides are easier my seams are about1/2" or so I am still learning sewing so yeah sometimes they get a little bigger
 ; P . Anyway now that you have that done you need to figure out the center of your top then place the bowing centered along this. What I do is sew along the "center" holding the bowing in place you are going to want the bowing sewed to the inside of the fabric along the edge then I roll/fold the fabric around the bowing one and the twice it doesn't need to be super snug I then pin it and get my other two pieces of fabric we got ready earlier. Slide them under the fabric that's wrapped around the bowing just under the last roll/fold is fine. One on each end I usually only have an inch actually under the bowing for each one. Depending on what side you want the D-Rings is what matters here just make sure you have the pieces on opposite sides.  The rolled/folded part is your seam it might be a little bigger than the others this is okay It doesn't look bad I run an iron over at a few different times depending on how fast I am trying to do this once over after each roll/fold. I have everything pinned now I do my seam along the top I go over it just one to hold everything in place I them fold up the two smaller pieces that are attached and sew them more securely onto the main piece I also add the trimming to the one with the D-Rings on it so it looks pretty. I also do X over where these pieces are secured to the big piece of fabric so the are super secure. After this is all done I go over all my seams as they are for sure where I want them I am not the best sower like I have said numerous times so I go over it like 3 more times just to make sure : D..... and yeah you have a cover now.  
        My Husband read this and said it was super confusing so hopefully he will give me sometime this week to put up pictures so you can see what I am talking about but as this is already very late in coming I will post this if you have questions let me know and I will get pictures up as soon as I am able to sew again.


Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Feeding Cover

Ok I haven't forgot to put this up I just moved to Arizona and my computer broke on the way down and it has my files on it for my pattern I am hoping to have it fixed by Friday and will hopefully get the post up on Friday as well sorry for my friends who are waiting it will be worth it I promise... Talk to you soon...